I'm scared.
Not in the boogeyman under the bed kind of way, but in the way where any number of things could happen, and you dont know which way the wind will blow.
Profoundly scared of being hurt.
Unsure it would happen.
Knowing that I will live through any hurt I may incur doesn't make it easier to bear. You'd think it would, but it doesn't.
Im scared to let myself want what I want, and find myself trying to distance myself from it.
Scared to trust.
Im scared, alright, but I'm leaping anyway.
I already know I can swim, let's see if I can fly too.
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